I've been feeling a very un-easy pressure lately to stop night time nursings. My husband wants to start putting Wyatt in his own bed when he comes back from deployment (which is around December/January). He's decided that he's going to do ALL the work since it's already been established that I am NOT strong enough to overcome Wyatt's screams. So on his free time he's been researching all the different ways to get your kid to sleep through the night.... ALONE. Oh god. I'm getting sick thinking about it. I've been really nervous about this move to his own bed, and it's so weird. So I thought that maybe if I could eliminate the night feedings now then the process of putting him in his own bed in the next 5 months might be easier. I don't know. This has literally overcome my thoughts and feelings. I can't believe I'm so worried sick about all of this. I'm kinda feeling resentful towards Josh for making me and Wyatt do this. I know THAT'S stupid, but I just wish I could let things happen naturally... but for some reason this is really important for Josh.
Ah, life. Oh well.
Here. Look at this picture.