Some things I need to work on is not hogging Wyatt. Sometimes I "take over" certain situations and not let Josh handle them because I'm afraid that I'm going to lose the closeness that I have with Wyatt. Isn't that just terrible? And I'm totally admitting it which makes it even more true that I am like this. When Josh deployed, Wyatt and I had only each other and so it became normal. And even though I'm so thankful to share the load, I don't want to share EVERYTHING. I love that Wyatt loves Josh, please don't get me wrong. I guess it's just petty and selfish of me, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't get a tinge of jealousy when Josh holds him when he's upset or if he listens to only Josh all day. I'm happy that my husband is such a good and loving husband. I really am. I'm just a bad, evil person.