For the past 2 or 3 days I've tried to take Wyatt outside more than normal. After writing this post I just started to feel really overwhelmed with guilt and how I'm balancing work and raising a child. My biggest fear is cheating Wyatt out of fun and an awesome childhood because his parents were too busy for him. I really want Wyatt to have memories of him actually playing with his parents, I literally can't remember my parents ever playing with me. That's the good thing about living your own life, you can change whatever you don't like.