Sometimes I have a real problem with being lazy/apathetic. I can have all my ducks in a row, I can work out, and I can eat right... but I can't seem to do anything else. I feel like I only have enough brain capacity to concentrate on a few things at once... add anything else into the mix and I'm DONE. Put a fork in me.
I know without a doubt that I'm for real A.D.D. I've always suspected it growing up, but now that I'm on my own and am able to really think for myself, I can see how I'm having such a hard time just focusing on simple things. I think this has a lot to do with my laziness. Sometimes it takes me all day long just to get a simple task done because while I'm in the middle of that task, I do a million other things. But then I inevitably end up just playing with my phone and forgetting what I was doing in the first place.
Ironically, I started this blog post at 10 am and it's now 11:03 pm.