Awkward Teen Experience- Losing your virginity.
When I was around 13 I used to hang out with a bunch of older skater boys. I was really intrigued by them, and I wanted to be cool. I was around them wherever they went and tried things I shouldn't and was just a little punk. It was really fun and I honestly wouldn't take it back because just like I said, it was fun and I learned a lot about life and stuff.
I was dating one of them and as corny as this may sound, I was in love! I was in love as much as a 13 year old girl could be. He was 15, tan, funny, handsome, and an awesome graffiti artist (duh!). We shared all the same music tastes and he was the best skateboarder in my town. I thought about him incessantly and we spent almost every waking moment together. We were boyfriend and girlfriend for around 6 months and it all started during the summer. Aren't summer romances so intense? It was for us. So many chest squeezing love confessions to each other. So damn dramatic.
He was the first person I had ever had sex with. Just like everyone else, I remember my first time very vividly. That morning I was getting ready for the day at my Granny's since I had spent the night there, and I called him asking if he wanted to hang out. I walked to his house and his mom was gone for the day. He had pulled out the sofa bed. All romantic like. Oh god. So freaking awkward. You can guess the rest.
I sometimes think about him actually. And he just added me on Facebook not too long ago.

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