It's so easy to quit. Sometimes I'm tempted to quit whatever it is I'm doing because I see there are people out there doing it better than me. I'm always battling this self conscious cloud that hangs over me, and completely consumes my life. It's like, you want so much for yourself, and you're desperate for it, but you just can't get there.
I know I'll get there. I just need to focus on myself and what I can do NOW. I'm going to stop lurking around the internet, feeling sorry for myself. What I do is supposed to be for me, I just need to remind myself of it.
Because lets be honest here, we all want to be the best. Or else we wouldn't do what we're doing. No one ever worked hard at something just to expect nothing out of it. I don't care who you are, you're lying. But I'm never going to achieve my dreams if I sit around feeling sorry for myself, comparing myself to others. I don't know what I'm doing with this post. I was sort of just randomly searching things and thinking terrible thoughts about myself. This negativity has to stop. I can't do it anymore.