I am so disgustingly homesick right now. My body is telling me that it's supposed to be cooling down and that this California weather is not right. And it's not! I feel a little bit crazy simmering apple peels and cinnamon on the stove and then having the air conditioning on.
My heart is aching for Virginia again. I sort of subconsciously made it my home without even knowing it. I know it more so now than ever. I was so anxious to leave it because I had these wild ideas of California being what my family needed. And while I love having family around for Wyatt, I'm left feeling really lonely now. I miss my sister so much I could cry.
And obviously when you're sad and missing home you start looking at pictures and then you get sadder and then you might ugly cry. Ugh. This is a bad week for me. Someone pass the midol.