I made it through another birthday. I didn't know how I'd do this time around because oh my god, I get super duper ridiculous about my birthday. Every year without fail I sink into a mini depression that starts the day before my birthday and ends the the day after. This year I tried to just not think about it and stop the stupid curse. And yeah, I had a few stupid moments, but I have a lot to be thankful for. I have an awesome family and they really made me feel super loved. We all went to the fair (again!) and then had a birthday party for me on Sunday. It was all very nice and made my birthday weekend a little less painful.
So how does it feel to be 26? A little weird. It's weird knowing that I'm coming up to the later years of 20. How the heck did that happen? I remember being 18 and trying to imagine what it'd feel to be this age and I just couldn't do it. I couldn't even fathom it honestly. And not that I'm just so old, but I'm definitely older than my teenage self could ever imagine. I'm still having a hard time envisioning what it'll be like to be even older than this. What is this weird phenomenon?