I'm just admiring my kiddo and feeling really lucky. I'm not normally that sappy, but his face truly gives me so much comfort (when it's not screaming of course). Every night when I put him to bed, I stay in his room for at least 45 minutes just lazily staring at him... I'm so tired, I could get up and get in my own bed, but I just stay with him. And don't get me wrong, he sometimes makes me want to pull every single hair out of my head, but when he's laying there just being my baby, I just stay in that moment for as long as I can.
It's going to be really awkward for him when I do that when he's 16.