Thursday, September 19, 2013
Work Life Bal... What the fuck?
Man, I'm really missing my kid. My schedule is pretty crazy now. Most days I don't get home till about 9:30, and while Wyatt actually stays up pretty late, I'm finding I'm letting him stay up even later so I can get some time in with him. So, the past few days he's been going to bed around 10:30 - 11 o'clock. Prrrrrrrrrrrobably bad, but I just miss him so much. Luckily he sleeps in and doesn't roll out of bed until 10 am, so he's okay.
I'm just trying to figure out this balance. Luckily I get to spend all morning until lunch with Wyatt, but with both of us sleeping late and then getting ready for work, it's just not the same. I dunno, I guess there's no real answer for any of this except to live it up together on the weekends, which I'm really looking forward to. It's weird to be in this role as mom and work person. It's all still super new and exciting and scary and a little bit sad, but we're making it... somehow. Thank God for my husband, honestly. He's been so helpful with this transition. When he starts school again in October things will get crazy again since our schedules will literally be criss cross, but luckily there will always be someone with Wyatt, and that I'm super thankful for.
I'm sorry I'm super boring the last few days. I feel so nuts and tired, and I don't even know how people balance a blog life and a work life. I'm determined to do both, but I just really suck at it right now. I guess eventually I'll start having creative thoughts again, but right now I'm just tired and numb at the end of the day. I wonder when this starts getting better? I'm the most impatient person ever. I hate new things and I hate doing stuff I'm not good at yet. I just can't wait till my life becomes comfortable and familiar again.