Monday, November 11, 2013

What Disappoints You The Most About Life?

What disappoints you the most about life?

For me it's realizing that life will never be as exciting as it was when I was a teenager. Things were all so amazing when I was younger. Everything impressed me. When I was a teen with Josh, we would skip school and just go to the mall- and for some freaking reason just bullshitting in a store was fun and awesome. Now? the mall is quite literally the worst place on this earth. I do not find those sort of things enjoyable (but yet I'm constantly trying to give it another chance). Everywhere I go it's the same ol' same ol'. Wherever you live, things will be the same. You have your home, your job, your day to day... and that's it. It's not necessarily a bad thing, it's just a little disappointing knowing that I've become so jaded that I'm not easily happy anymore.

Now with Wyatt, I see he feels all the excitement from the little things. Everything is new for him and he's eager to experience it all. I'm reliving life through him a little bit. I let him enjoy everything that I once thought was exciting because it's the closet thing I have to experiencing it again. In reality I know that most things suck, and you'll never really be as comfortable anywhere as you are in stretchy pants on your couch.

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