What disappoints you the most about life?
For me it's realizing that life will never be as exciting as it was when I was a teenager. Things were all so amazing when I was younger. Everything impressed me. When I was a teen with Josh, we would skip school and just go to the mall- and for some freaking reason just bullshitting in a store was fun and awesome. Now? the mall is quite literally the worst place on this earth. I do not find those sort of things enjoyable (but yet I'm constantly trying to give it another chance). Everywhere I go it's the same ol' same ol'. Wherever you live, things will be the same. You have your home, your job, your day to day... and that's it. It's not necessarily a bad thing, it's just a little disappointing knowing that I've become so jaded that I'm not easily happy anymore.
Now with Wyatt, I see he feels all the excitement from the little things. Everything is new for him and he's eager to experience it all. I'm reliving life through him a little bit. I let him enjoy everything that I once thought was exciting because it's the closet thing I have to experiencing it again. In reality I know that most things suck, and you'll never really be as comfortable anywhere as you are in stretchy pants on your couch.